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gimana yaa. keknya bakal gabisa tidur klo ga nulis dlu. harus dikeluarin unek²nya biar ga enek.
oke, gapapa buat bilang "i'm not fine". tpi aku ga sedih lho, gatau ya. justru aku kesel, berasa buta gtu kmaren². gabisa baca gerak gerik cuma dijadiin mainan a.k.a selingan. pdhl uda feeling dia punya cewe, ga mungkin ngga ga sih? ko bisa²nya percaya sm bg reihan, akdksmdksmsksms.
tpi kayak, sbenernya, rasa²nya, aku uda siap sm kenyataan ini. uda kebayang klo suatu saat tiba² dia post foto brg cwenya. nice. baru terbukti skrg. udahan deh main² jadi cegilnya skrg. hwhwhw.
knapa ya, aku tu uda tau siklusnya bakal kayak gini. baper>suka>ngga dikejar.. ujungnya ilang rasa sendiri, atau ilang rasa terpaksa. dan too much nya, pas fase suka tu selalu berharap "this's the last" gtu woi. padahal perjalanan gw masiii amaaaaat panjaaang. masi ada sesi² baper berikutnya. gatau berakhir dimana dan berlabuh sm siapa.
wait, jadi yg kmaren itu bercanda ya. ngeri jga bercanda nya cwo teknik. the real gw sasaran empuk karena kureng pengalaman. woi jdi kmaren² gw mikirin dia, tpi dia mikirin cwenya. deyymmmmm.
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